Saturday, October 15, 2011

On the downward slope, Just about done


     So I have about 2.5 months left of this racket here. The burnout is slowly creeping up, the motivation is falling off hard. Its these moments when you really need to check yourself and stay in the game. Its even harder when you lack the motivation, the support or have a supporting cast around you. I often think back to my younger pre military days when I was in peak shape. How funny does that sound, Peak shape pre mil. I was about 240ish, ripped, stronger then ever and just all around it was one of the few times in my life that I really felt good about myself. I wonder why can't I get that drive or mindset back. Then I realized during one of my super long walks that i take every day to decompress.

       I just don't have the supporting cast that I used to. I'm a family man now, none of my current friends workout, live this lifestyle, nor care too. I figure less then 1% of my face book friends list lives this lifestyle. It's without this supporting cast that the drive and will has disappeared. All my friends used to be gym rats, regardless of their method of accomplishment, they were big, shredded strong and lived the life, we could all hit the gym critique and grow, fill each others ego's or tear them down, it was my golden era I guess.  Now if I were to post a picture with my shirt off documenting my progress, within minutes it would be filled with assholes hating and dropping comments about being gay, egotistical or whatever you can insert at the moment. When in my past a pose in the mirror would be filled with critique, opinions, and support. If I flex in the mirror here i get stared at for being a freak. Why the fuck am I in the gym then if i'm not gonna flex and check my progress? Of course we are talking about military gyms which are at least 70% full of unknowledgeable fat asses looking for uniform violations or folks not wearing socks so that is really fair assessment.  Then of course the one who I am most trying to impress is my wife, who frankly doesn't care what I look like so that's annoying. I would venture to say a compliment from here is the equivalent to winning the lotto and would indicate that I have finally arrived lol.  None the less, im trying to turn the fact that I am almost done into the fuel I need to get through the workouts and diet. Knowing that I am now racing against the clock in a sport that loses the race all the time should in theory provide me the amps I need. Sticking to the diet is the hardest part after 4 months of chicken for breakfast lunch and dinner has ran its course I find myself getting chicken taco's from Taco bell or chicken subs from the subway trailer just to mix it up. I've got enough rants saved up for days but that would only lead to accusations of bitching and complaining by my peers.  One positive is I think I have finally worked past and accepted the fact that I will never have the massive strength or size that I once had and have embraced the leaner sliced look. My infatuation with how much weight I can lift has been replaced with how many veins can I get to pop in new locations, or how much I can finally feel my abs through my shirt. Narcissistic?  sure why not I have earned. Now if I can just earn the coveted compliment from the hardest person on earth to impress.... My wife  all would be well :D

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Progress Progress, slow, but progress




I came into this marathon with a plan to go slow and steady, preserving as much muscle and strength as I could. Not wanting to drop weight to fast or come back looking like an emaciated zombie.  It's frustrating because I wish I was further along but i'm not.  I've made great strides,  I came here 231 im about 218 today, but I fluctuate between 221 and 218 and I've been at this for a few weeks. Depending on my diet. I wish I could have been running more but goddamn this heat refuses to loosen its grip here. Sure by 8pm its somewhat comfortable in the upper 80's  and at 0500 its about 80  but at 0500 no way in hell am I gonna squeeze in a good run before work, and at night I try to run but them im wired the rest of the night lol.  Its a lose lose situation. Hopefully the 100's during the day die down in Oct and I can get back to the heavy cardio that I so need to lose those inches.  Below is a Pic of the Pants I arrived with, it shows progress and If I could find my damn USB cable I can load my current pic I tried to include a few with my tablet, but the hell if I could actually use this thing lol  so this is all I can do for now until I find that thing.  3 months and a week left here. Hopefully I can ramp up

Training your legs for overall health. Love Leg day!

Saturdays are my leg day, Its my 1 day off during the week and I get a chance to go in for as long as I want and hammer these things. Its great too because all the stations are wide open for me to use. They are wide open because no one does legs lmfao.  Seriously look around your gym, 90% of the time you see massive upper bodies with chicken legs.  The excuses are great, while some may be legitimate most are not. "I run for my legs", "My legs are too big already", "Squats hurt my knees or my back or insert here" not training your legs is the biggest training mistake you can make.Maybe I'm a sadist but the pain I endure in the days following leg training is somewhat addictive. As I type this I can barely stand up to get our of my chair. Its a sign I put in work. Genetically my legs suck they just don't have that sexy outter sweep I so covet, but where they lack in width I make up in density and cut. Legs are ridiculously important for training, sure they dont make you look pretty on the beach, unless you are a female ;) but for those of us who take this seriously, we don't do it to look pretty on the beach, it's just a side effect :D   Listed below are the common sense can be found anywhere reasons why you should train your legs  The reasons listed below are paraphrased from one of my favorite BB sites

1. More Muscle. You can find studies showing that  squats and deadlifts increase the release of Growth Hormone & Testosterone more than any other exercise. They train the largest muscles in your body.

2. Bigger Upper-body. Squats & Deadlifts work your whole body, not just your legs. Your core, i.e abs,  your chest, your arms.  Everything is stimulated, I've often said if I was reduced to doing one exercise for the rest of my life it would be deadlifts. This naturally leads to more strength overall

3. Symmetry. As I noted above  a big upper-body with toothpick legs looks ridiculous. I see dudes benching 350 plus and when I ask them how much they can squat they asks whats a squat lol

  4. Mental Strength.
Here's the real reason why people don't train their legs: it's physically & mentally hard. It hurts, and when you hurt your mentally don't wanna do it anymore.

5. For the women that read this, you guys would benefit the most from leg training, As women you naturally carry your body fat in your butt and legs aka the Pear share. a good toned leg and ass will work wonders for your self esteem and for ours :D Seriously why women dont squat or tone their legs is beyond me. If they focused as much effort into these exercise as they do bitching about their fat asses they would win dozens of figure competitions for having the greatest pair of wheels seen on a women.  Alas most Americans are lazy anywho so it is what it is. But if you are a female that trains.  Lunges, squats, leg extensions, and calf presses are your best friends

Running Doesn't Count!
Running, cycling or soccer will never work your legs like Squats & Deadlifts do.

So instead of skipping leg day embrace it, love the fact that walking around like a newborn deer is just as good as having a good romp in the sack.  The old adage  pain is temporary pride is forever holds true still.  Plus the health benefits cannot be overlooked

Monday, September 19, 2011

Finally got my new laptop, time for an update

SO the last few weeks have just flat out sucked. Its been a ton of tiny shit that has just went wrong to make things miserable. My laptop crashed, the vendor on the base that does the laundry lost 3/4's of all my clothes so I had to go buy new ones, the brand new 3000.00 well I had installed at my house in April shit itself, so the wife is dealing with that.  All in a 3 week span.  Yay right

Atleast I will say, my wrist is about all healed up, lifting has been going great, cardio has slacked hardcore. I think I just hit a wall with diet and cardio i had to switch it up, I cheated a few days, ate pizza had my first icecream milkshake, ate some burgers. It felt good, but now I gotta get back into cardio mode.  The temps have finally slipped out of the 100's which makes for cool evenings in the 80's which means I can run now.

I did my first DB bench press yesterday since I hurt my wrist in July, It wasn't bad  I was able to complete 3 sets of 5 using the 130lb db's  I felt good.

I've recently added RK500 extreme to my daily intake, Its a Raspberry Ketone product from SNS, if you don't know what Raspberry Ketones do  google them, I think women would love them 

http://www.healthhabits.ca/2011/04/20/raspberry-ketones-weight-loss/
http://www.healthierpost.com/raspberry-ketone-diet-is-a-potent-fat-burner/

Any little bit helps.   I've also been adding those Power gel Carb gels by the company that makes powerbars.  Its basically 25 grams of glucose and i take a packet with my pre workout which has been either APPnuts  Lit-up or Ergo's  Egopump.     Talk about sick pumps.  I end up finishing all my lifts chasing the pump. repping it out like a mad man until im in pain,  but the pumps have been out of site I took a bunch of photos to compare when I first got here and luckily for me my cable for my camera is missing  wtf seriously. I will say this My pants are literally falling off, Im the leanest I have been since i've been in the military which is a great feeling. Progress is slower then I'd like but it's still progress and I'm barely half way done with this ride so I have time to crank the next few months.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Its been about 2 weeks since my last update

Well its been a supershitty 2 weeks. My laptop crashed so im typing on my tablet. Work is fair, living here has become more of a pain in the ass than anything. Homelife is meh so all this piles up quickly and the stress is just no good. Not only does stress make you feel like shit, but it also causes a cascade of hormones in the body that leads to fat gain, misery etc. Great healthy ways to combat stress is naturally physical exercise. I can honmestly say i feel my best the moment i leave the gym. The endorphins are flowing and i feel the equivilinet to that runners high that people say they get. Me I get nausous when I run but oh well.

I always tell those folks who are really stressed to go to the gym and really hammer the weights, you feel so much better and it can really help to cope with all the minute bullshit that occurs at this place.
After 2 months here I have learned that i would rather live in a cardboard box in the mountain somewhere and be a normal person, then to stay here in this mindless daycare where top leaderships main focus is pt belts and what they can do to stop people from untucking their shirts during their workout. 3 seperate occasions last week some dipshit stopped me in the middle of a run or a workout to inform my my shirt was untucked ( which was a big no shit sherlock im wiping the sweat off my face because it was 105 degrees out) or because my sleeve had rolled up during a lift.  I'm often asked why i want to get out after 10 yrs of service. well frankly the USAF has become a gigantic cluster ffuck of a fialed social experiement. I used to tell kids all the time it was a great life and a good start to get out there. Now I tell them to run unless they can train themselves to be a mindless robat with no thoughts or opinions. Because now if you drink sip the blue koolaid you support terrorism.

sorry for the tangent. This nagging wrist injury just refuses to heal. So it looks like i need to take some time off. Time off is always a good thing after every 8 to 10 weeks of heavy training. It gives the body a chance to heal and really recover so you can start the next 10 weeks. I imagine the next week ill focus on core work swimming and running, and dial back the heavy uper body lifting in hopes that my wrist heals up.  oh yeah typing on this tablet kind of sucks as well. lol

Saturday, August 20, 2011

You admirin them Legs?

I came here with a few set goals in mind. SO far a majority of those goals are on track.  One of them I have yet to start. I wanted to really work on my running. I've struggled with distance running my whole career. Mentally and physically I just hate it. I get into the run and within 30 seconds I start thinking to myself " there is so much more shit I should be doing then this right now:" lol    SO I figured when i got here I'd have the time to focus on my running. Well its too goddamn hot lol. I have ran 1 time in the last 1.5 months. So far Fail.  But now the sun has been going down about 6:15 at night and the temps are dipping in the low 90's so its nice and cool out lol.

Another goal was to bring my legs up more. Genetically I just can't get my outter quad sweep to really pop. I have to say the last 3 weeks My leg workers have gotten better and better. TO the point of the good ole days, of hobbling around etc.  I even got a little big boy weight today  425 for reps on the hammer strength hack squat. I really like this machine, it allows me to go real y deep below parallel hitting the hamstrings, glutes, and hips.

Im busier than a 1 legged man in an ass kicking contest at work so I have nothing fun to post this week. I have several rants, but they are mainly political and have to do with budgets Military crap and all that fun stuff.

I do think i will try incorporating swimming into my routine this week.  I also have some great articles are carbs and fat intake that Ill post later this week.

Saturday, August 13, 2011

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Feeling Good, Leg day always brings a smile.

Pretty productive week. I've been battling the wrist injury after landing on it and 3 people landing on me during a football game. I can barely bend it, hell I can't hit a volleyball back over the net. So all my presses have been with hammerstrength machines and tightly wrapped wrist wraps. 

My first 4 weeks of DCP has been completed. Its a great non-stim fat burner. Only downside is the ingredient in it makes you hold water like a PMS'ing woman. So when you come off you shed it like a migrant farm worker. The first 2 nights I think I got up to piss every hr full pisses. It took 2 days to put 2 and 2 together, Im happy with the run, I was going to extend it to 8 weeks but Im going to save this last bottle for about 1.5 months before I leave here.

So does anyone ( Male that is) use the leg abductor and adductor machine in the gym?  You know the machine, that everyone loves to watch the girls workout on?  I get bert stared everytime I use it. I think it truly has its place in your leg workout. Most will argue that it doesn,t those are also the same clowns that have compensation issues.  I like them for the focus on hips and inner thighs to add some depth to the leg.  Its a great addition at the end of any leg workout and I've noticed that it has helped rid me of ITB pain that started to come on last yr.    Give her a shot, if anything else maybe a good lookin chick will sit on the machine next to you :D

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Dynamic Tension, Holding that last rep to increase the shape.

I've read a lot of fitness literature in the last decade. I've seen a dozen and tried a dozen different workouts. In every workout that i've tried that has been one constant. That is Dynamic Tension, or holding that last contraction as tight as you can for as long as you can. It's these little tiny details that really add shape, and depth to the muscle and can benefit anyone in any age shape or sex. For women who are trying to tone to those who want to step on stage, you will often hear those who compete that they still see increases in size and shape of their muscles when they practice posing.   When you hold that last rep and squeeze as hard as you can you create occlusion or cutting off the blood flow to the muscle cell. What this does is increase demand on the sarcoplasm. Sarcoplasm is the liquid glucose in the muscle cells that contain all the goodies, its the energy of the cell, and its just one more component of the muscle cell that you be exerted and effect the strength size an shape of a muscle.  Often you see many routines will do static holds,  slower reps etc.  This is all to create occlusion. I do recall reading some time back about a japanese study that showed increase muscle size with occlusion training. However if I recall they were putting a cuff on the lug and cutting off the blood flow while doing leg extensions. This causes a cascade of hormone reactions in the cells.  I also think it was debunked sometime later. I have to find the study.

What I have been doing the last week is after I am finished with my workout, I find the last isolation exercise i.e  Leg extension, Leg curl, Bicep machine curl etc. and I will do 5 sets of contraction holds.  i will take a weight about 50 to 60% of my 1 rep max, do 4 reps and on the 5th rep hold the contractions.  Most research I have seen says to hold it 30 seconds or longer to get the effect.  Today after legs I did this on Leg extensions and Leg curls,   I had one of the best pumps of the week in my quads and it felt great. Women can benefit from this as well. especially if your looking to tone, drop fat and want to shape up the muscle without adding to much bulk.  Hold that last rep for 30-45 secs   rest  and do that a few more times when finishing each body part. Results should start to show over time.

as with everything in Bodybuilding, nothing happens over night. Be patient and keep hitting the iron.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

What Motivates you? Where do you get your drive from?

Everyone has those days, just before they go to the gym where they just do not want to go. They have no motivation, maybe your tired, work sucks, the wife/gf or both suck :D What do you do to get passed that? Do you say F' it and not go or what? Maybe its a larger goal in life that gives you the drive. My motivation has changed a dozen times in the last decade, from football, to chasing tail, to trying to impress my wife, to stepping on stage and everywhere in between. When I first started out it was merely to attract the shallow women who only cared about looks. After all that is pretty my college life right there lol. When I started playing semi pro football, the motivation was to not have my ass served to me on a platter. Those were pretty much the driving force behind my obsession for many years. Ass and football, typical guy but I loved it. Well I havent chased ass in I can't tell you how long. My last football game was the end of 2007 so I had to find new goals and new motivation. As my family grew it became about them, to reverse aging, stay around as long as possible and to keep my wife interested, oh yeah and to beat the shit out of military douchebags who thought it was cool to come around whenever I had to leave on assignment. 

When Arianna was born I kind of flipped the switch back to being big and scary but then I realized at age 60 when i finally let her date I will be too old to do anything anyway. I still try to impress my wife but hell who am I kidding she doesn't give 2 shits what i look like lol. She cares even less about bodybuilding and fitness which brings it's own host of issues. Sure its a plus that she isn't shallow and loves me for me, but hell i kill myself in the gym recognize woman, recognize already. I know there are women out there with fat out of shape hubbys and b/f's that envy you so recognize.

So what do I do when the motivation I use does not care a thing in the world about my passion. I resort back to the old faithful.  My Idol the Arnold. He has the identical body I longed desired for but will never achieve. He wasnt like the juiced up growth hormone unaesthetic freaks of today. Hell is legs where tiny as hell by todays judging standards, but he was a master at the pose and I strive to be close. So i read a mag, crank up the tunes and think one day I too may step on stage at a local show just to say i made it.

Whats your motivation

Saturday, July 30, 2011

30 July Progress Photo's Much work to be done



Cardio and Fat burning, Another week down and fighting the EGO

So I have this handy little App for my Motorola Xoom that tracks my workouts calories spent and lets me log my lifts. Its pretty handy although I think its a little much on the calorie burning. It's telling me I burned almost 6k cals this week from workouts and sports alone. Almost 2 lbs of pure fat right ( 3500cals to 1lb a fat)  I'm not buying it but it does give me a good rough Idea.   Naturally the body burns many calories at rest as well and the more muscle mass you have the more cals you burn just to stay alive.  Breathing, eating, walking, working, even sleeping burns cals. So this should give any one looking to drop weight a good baseline. There are many calculators online that you can use to determine what your body burns each day at rest. Determining this number and going from there is the easy part.  The hardest part is dieting. I love food, and there is a lot of it here to eat. Its free, its 24 hrs and its not terrible. The selections are fair at best, but my crutch is sweets.  ice cream choclate etc. and that is in abundance here. So far I have been good almost 1 month down and I've had 2 pieces of cheesecake and no ice cream yet. But i did have pizza last night so its a wash. My ego gets in the way of the other part of dieting and that is strength loss. For the last 4 years I have tried to change from the low rep range heavy weight build mass be huge mentality, a more streamlined, efficient, good looking, functional shape. With that vanity and ab muscles comes loss of peak power.  Peak power that I spent 15 years building. Growing up a skinny kid I did everything possible after highschool to go from 160lbs to a high of 242lbs. I was benching almost 400lbs, squating and deadlifting over 500lbs Life was great. Joints hurt, I couldnt wipe my ass, couldnt run a mile, but I could bench press a buick. After I hung up the football gear in 2008 I started to trim back. lost strength, mentality I couldnt hand and went back hard.

Got to Florida and the end of 2009 and a new job brought with it a new chance to change. No colleagues to tell me I have gotten smaller, and a squadron full of gazelles that ran 5ks for warm ups  Over the next 1.5 yrs I dropped 20lbs, improved my run time, could wipe my own ass and my joints don't hurt so bad. With that again came a loss o peak strength, I'm struggling with 330lb Bench, I cannot tell you when I max squatted or even dead lifted. I feel good. I don't look the way I want yet, but mentally i'm starting to feel the itch to go heavy and hard again. I have no idea why, I'm almost 33, I have 2 kids, i'm washed up and not chasing tail so I have no idea why the ego. I guess I just don't want to let go of the accomplishments I worked so hard for and sacrificed a lot to reach. Often times I come across old pictures of my " heyday" and I think. Damn I was scary big lol. I hope this month I can finally turn that corner, diet is almost in place, cardio is picking up. Hopefully I can achieve new goals I set for myself even if my Ego doesn't want to make it happen. After all I leave on a beach, why would I not want to look the part?

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Fat substitutes may lead to weight gain

Posted on google plus by Shawn Wells

http://www.realage.com/tips/weight-loss-fat-substitutes-appetite-control?src=rss


I've recently switched over to Krill oil myself and am a big fan of coconut oil

Todays Chest workout was fair, I did get 325 for a couple.  My shoulder feels great.  time off did wonders. I hope to go heavy on it in a few weeks

Another week down, Is time standing still?

Maybe it's because everyday is groundhog day, but it just seems like the days are the longest here on earth. My 1 yr in Korea flew by, there was always something to do. Here well there is nothing to do. Once you're in a rut, you're in it. My days are get up, eat go to work, go to gym, do school work come home go to sleep. No Tv, occasional internet after work. I look forward to going to the gym, but then you have to fight off the cross fit idiots. The I havent eaten in 3 days skinny morons using the squat rack to curl. Plus its 100 plus in the gym so that makes it smell great. But it is what I look forward too. Dieting is hard, 24 hrs of free food whenever you want. I have learned to be crazy creative with chicken here since its the best thing they do.  The tuna i think has made me sick. Good Heavy week, ended. So much so Im gonna finish out the next month in the heavy 4-6 rep range.  By joints have felt great and its nice to lift heavy weight again and not feel like these cross fit idiots with their 5lb db  and 50 air squats.   I really want to run and improve my run time. But the only time that its under 100 degrees is about 3-4 am and I am not that dedicated. That coupled with the horrendous air quality makes for a bad session. I make up on average of 1 to 2 nights a night with nose bleeds and suffocation as I am barely able to breath. Mornings are no fun when you hack up gunk for 30 min. Long story short, cardio will have to get creative until november lol.  As I type this there is a crazy dust storm going on right now so it looks like im breaking out the goggles.

Off to the gym I go for some chest action

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Smashing Chest workout, and GO USA! Womens World cup finals

Regardless of the sport if our people are in the title its time to cheer.

I decided with having 7 days to lift instead of the usual 5 I do in the states I decided to give more focus on each body part so I have switched to 1 BP a day and will follow Every other day with HIIT cardio for about 15 min. With that being said today was Chest day. Great great day, I've had a few solid workouts in recent days. I'm feeling better, I imagine the medicine my Dr. gave me for my thyroid is helping me out alot, I have not had a 2pm death coma in weeks and I just feel fantastic. Hopefully he fixed me. i guess I'll know in 6 months. I've been on a ultra low dose of .25mcg of T3 and it has done wonders. I have not drank a coffee or energy drink in weeks.

Ok on to Chest
Flat Barbell Bench   260x5 280x5 300x3 315x2 325x2  felt good no shoulder pain which is a huge plus.
Incline BB press       225x6  240x4 250x4
Decline Hammer Press 3 plates each side (150lbs x2 for a total of 300lbs) 4 sets of 6
Super wide grip Hammer Press 100lbs each side 200lbs total  4 sets of 12   this finishing move was great, really had the blood flowing and the pump was great.  I felt good for going heavy for the first time in awhile. Shoulders feel good. Not having to worry about enough gas int he tank or motivation to go on another BP was nice.  I jumped on the bike and did 15 min in High intensity cardio and rolled out.

Meals today were great.  They serve Chopped up chicken breast that people add to salads I just have them fill up a large container of it and I just eat it all day.   Eggs bacon and ham in the morning and the only carbs I had today came from OJ.I guess I should get off my lazy ass and upload my beginning pics.

Current weight 223lbs

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Alright, 1 week down, LONG week but its a week. The Diet is on

Time hinders my ability to really update this daily, not that anyone is following but it gives me a chance to read back and track progress. Im slowly settling into a schedule here. I've almost got used to the heat, like yesterday it was about 108, i thought  wow this isn't too bad, it was 120 yesterday. LOL

Lifting is coming around, having 7 days to workout as opposed to 5 is really great for recovery and getting more work in. I completed a good full week of high rep bloid flowing lifts,  Shoulders, Back tri's legs. I really got to work the kinks out. May hot some power this week  4-6 rep range to get some baseline numbers for all the major compound movements.  It's pretty hard to lose weight here, The food is pretty good, and there is plenty of it and its FREE,  I eat about 4 full meals a day, plus cliff bar protein bars in between.  I drink about 3 gallons of water, but piss out 4.  I really need to dial in the meal sizes  I really only had carbs on Pasta thursday lol, and had a piece of cheesecake in the early part of the week. For the most part its been all eggs bacon, chicken and fish.  They have every dessert here you can think of which sucks. But will power is working.  Cardio is so hard to do because of the crippling heat. I did try to get almost 3 miles in yesterday at 0530 but even then the heat index was 110 so I hope to venture over to the cardio shack and look at the in door route.  Maybe hit the pool and swim laps.

I'm leaving for downtown Doha shortly kind of excited, super nervous. Say what you will but I still refuse to trust the arab world so it is what it is, I need to be shot for looking at a girl that walks by or kidnapped for being the white devil. Sure it doesnt happen often but whatever. Its my feelings and im free to feel this way until proven other wise.

Tons of time to do school work. which is awesome.

and the number 1 great thing about it here is the mission. Here I feel like I matter, like a key cog, i get 20 plus calls a day about items. Even more emails from all ranks needing this or that. I really feel important here. Not like back in the states. Obviously the mission wont stop at patrick if they don't get their soccer balls, tool chests, or furniture.  But here if they don't get that 500kw generator for their shop then the shop doesn't run etc.  so a Sense pf purpose here really puts things into perspective. Especially seeing how busy it is here. Its go go go go go go.

Sunday, July 10, 2011

I guess I can offically say ITS ON! like donkey kong

So despite about 7 hrs of sleep since thursday i elected to force myself to normalize and hit the gym. James Klein owner of Ergo-Genix was  kind enough to hook me up with some ErgoPump before I left. This product will provide me with a little preworkout fuel until I can settle in.  I have yet to decide if im gonna lift at 530 am when its still cool and mid 80's out  or risk lifting after work and staying up all night wired off stims. I hope I can get on the 8 am to 7pm schedule this will alot me a workout in the Am and cardio in the evening no stims.  I also began my DCP and H.E.A.T stack from Genomyx today. Additionally I am taking Krill oil in the morning and evening. Water intake is about 12 gallons a day. No shit I drink about 10 bottles of water before I even have to piss. I have with me Nimbus Nutritions Poseidon complex which is basically a powdered drink mix with vitamins and electrolytes a big shout out to Tim for hooking me up.  I figure i'll go a month or 2 before I jump into my Applied Nutriceuticals stack of Free Test HGH-up and RPM. This way Ill be in full swing.

Chest and Bi's today  a little bit heavier but sticking with volume.

Incline Barbell press  after warmup. 
225x8
230x6 for 5 sets 30 secs rest in between.

Decline press
225x5 5 sets  again 30-45 secs rest

Hammer Press  2 plates each side 4 sets of 10 same rest cycle
Wide grip Hammer iso press  2 plates each side 4 sets of 12 same rest cycle

Stretched like no other considering the pain I was in and no matter how many AC units blow I was soaked already

Bi's

DB curls  40lb x 10 3 sets
60lbs x 6 4 sets

Machine concentration curl
100x10 3 sets
Single Arm machine curl
30lbs x 12 3 sets

Cable Concentration curl
20x10 4 sets

Again all rest cycles were about 30 45 sec.s    I finished faster than I had hoped but that is the plan with minimal rest.  Not until I hit a power phase will I rest longer and my lifts last longer.  Im not sure what the rest of the week will bring in term of schedule and cardio. Im still feeling it out. I'll check my stats and pics tomorrow and really begin tracking my progress

DB Hammer curls Dual arm
45lb DB both arms 3 sets of 7

Saturday, July 9, 2011

A heat unlike any other. The first day in Qatar

I finally arrived last night, and after a refreshing 3 hrs of sleep I woke up at 0400 to get the day going. Now I know I exaggerate a lot, however this time there is no exaggeration. I really wish there was a way to describe this. Its very unique. The only thing close to what I can say this feels like is if you were to bring a blow dryer to the beach and turn it on high while laying in the sun.  Its very dry, the dust just hangs in the air, and when the wind blows it actually hurts the skin.  Very unique heat, at 0130 this morning It was still easily 95 degrees out and as I type this it's about 115. Being 7 hrs ahead of east coast time it also makes it highly unlikely I can chat with my kids until the weekend. My workload isn't too bad and my projects are really cool. I actually look forward to performing the job. About as much as I look forward to going home already. I miss my wife and kids terribly and really without them around life sucks. I've always said the worst places on earth would not be bad if I had my family with me. Granted this place isn't all that bad and the food is good ( and free) I am also afforded opportunities to go off base occasionally for official work. Yet I just cannot get past the fact that If I want to improve my running which I desperately need to do I have to wake up at 0400 so I can run when its in the low 90's.  I can now see why this culture hates the west so much. I too would hate the earth if I lived in hell 24/7.  To the typical hater this would look like complaining and those that think everything is a dick measuring contest will say others have it worse.  You are correct they do, but I dont care about others. Im talking about my present situation. Hopefully im gonna grab some zzz's and catch up on rest. I wont resume workouts until Monday when my body normalizes

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

The Importance of sleep on daily life and athletic performance

A few years back I began really digging into sleep. Sleeping patterns and the effects of lack of sleep on the body. Over the years my quality of sleep has suffered and with that my quality of life has suffered as well. I've had sleep studies, hormone panels and blood work out the wazzooo. The one thing I have learned is that poor sleep is crushing me. I've always been in perfect health, 116/75 BP resting heart rate in the upper 40's sleeping heart rate at 44. But on a deeper level in falling apart.  anywho Sleep and why its important.


This is a collection from many sites. Paraphrased by myself but paragraphs from other sites.




In pursuit of the perfect body, many people focus on things like workout routines and supplements, however, many fail to consider another vital component of training-recovery. Remember that training is the stimulus to which the body adapts, but sufficient rest is essential to allow time for the adaptations to take place.

With adequate sleep athletes run better, swim better, and lift more weight. Exercise may be one of the best ways to achieve healthy sleep. A recent study (9) noted that people with minor sleep disturbances improved after four months of brisk walking 30 minutes four times a week. Another study (9) also reported that sleep improved in a group of seniors who exercised regularly.

WHY YOU NEED ZZZZ'S:

Sleep, a state that occupies about one third of our lives, is as basic a need as food, and vital to physical well-being. The main role of sleep is to restore the body's energy supplies that have been depleted through the day's activities. Factors that may influence human sleep patterns include physical size, muscle mass, brain size, and current level of physical fitness (12). Research indicates that people with a very high level of physical and intellectual activity need more sleep to fully recuperate. With that in mind, it is reasonable to think that the higher your activity level, the more sleep you need to restore your capacities.

Physical labor seems to increase the need for sleep more than intellectual work, a combination of both leads to the greatest sleeping needs, probably due to the fatigue of several systems of the body simultaneously.

Much of what is known about sleep stems from the groundbreaking 1953 discovery of rapid eye movement (REM) sleep (10). This is an active period of sleep marked in humans by intense activity in the brain and rapid bursts of eye movements. At the same time, scientists discovered that REM sleep is when dreaming occurs.

Before the 1950s, most scientists thought of sleep as an unchanging, dormant period, and considered it of little interest to science. During this time little was known about sleep or dreaming.

The earliest hints that sleep was a changing state came with studies showing that blood pressure, heart rate, and other body functions in humans rise and fall in a pattern during sleep. Because researchers had observed some eye movement during sleep, they recorded these movements by placing electrodes behind the eyes. They also recorded muscle activity and brain waves. They found regular periods of very rapid eye movement and rapidly changing brain waves that alternated with periods of deep, quiet, sleep marked by large, slow brain waves. Later, scientists found that the body is paralyzed during REM sleep (10).

Lack of sleep has major implications for public health, safety, productivity, and well-being. Little is known of the function or the role sleep plays in health and disease. It has been estimated that more than 60 million Americans, or approximately one in three adults, experience inadequate sleep that can interfere with daily activities (3). Excess sleepiness has been associated with accidents at work or at home, and at least three percent of serious automobile accidents and fatalities are due to a fatigued driver (3).

Sleep deprivation also affects us physically. Insufficient rest greatly reduces your recovery capacity, and thus your capacity to do physical work. Athletes undergoing an intense training program should sleep at least 9-10 hours/night and adding a short nap right after training is optimal. Each year sleep disorders add $16 billion to national health-care costs (e.g. by contributing to high blood pressure and heart disease). This figure does not account for accidents and lost productivity at work. The National Commission on Sleep Disorders estimates that sleep deprivation costs $150 billion a year in higher stress and reduced workplace productivity (US, 1999). 40% of truck accidents are attributable to fatigue and drowsiness, and there is an 800% increase in single vehicle commercial truck accidents between midnight and 8 am. Major industrial disasters such as Three Mile Island, Chernobyl, and the Exxon Valdez oil spill, have been attributed to sleep deprivation (5).

THE FIVE STAGES OF SLEEP:

Sleep is divided into REM and non-REM types (8). Non-REM sleep consists of the lighter stages--stage 1 and stage 2--and a deep form of sleep known as Delta (or slow-wave) sleep, which comprises stages 3 and 4. Most of the first third of the night, non-REM delta sleep predominates. After about an hour and a half in most normal people, the first REM period begins, and this alternates with non-REM sleep throughout the night. Most people have 4-5 REM periods in a given night. It is not known whether REM or delta sleep is deeper, but it generally requires more stimulation to arouse the sleeper from delta sleep. As people sleep they go through five different stages. These stages are broken down separately because there are changes in your brain waves. About every 90-100 minutes people pass through all 5 stages.
· In stage one of the sleep cycle brain waves are referred to as theta waves. They consist of a 4-7 cycle per second rhythm. (Non-REM Sleep)
· In stage 2 of sleep, the brain generates sleep spindles. Spindles are a 12-14 rhythm that lasts a half of a second. Sleep talking usually occurs during stages 1 and 2 of sleep. Sleep talking is mumbled and usually not understandable. (Non-REM Sleep)
· Delta waves are produced from the brain in the third stage of sleep. These brain waves become slower when the sleep cycle begins. During this cycle your heart rate, blood pressure, and arousal decline. (Non-REM Sleep)
· Stage four is very similar to stage 3 because Delta waves continue in the brain. During this stage of sleep most dreams and nightmares occur. (Non-REM Sleep)
· In stage five your breathing becomes irregular and more rapid. Your heartbeat rises and your eyes dart around in a momentary burst of activity while your eyelids are closed. This is called REM sleep (REM Sleep)
Even though REM sleep is a much deeper sleep it is not shown to be any better than Non-REM sleep. The reason for this is our bodies need for both kinds of sleep in order to be fully rested. Without one the other would never be as effective (8).

FACTORS EFFECTING SLEEP:
Medications - Insomnia is a side effect of many common medications, including over-the-counter preparations that contain caffeine. People who suspect their medications are causing them to lose sleep should check with their physician. (9).

Alcohol - Alcohol suppresses deep sleep, produces sleep fragmentation, and relaxes the upper airway muscles, which worsens snoring and severity of obstructive sleep apnea. Apart from its negative impact on sleep, alcohol reduces your intellectual performance, and should be avoided at times of highly creative effort! To a highly creative individual, alcohol poses a major health-vs-brain dilemma. Certainly, it should be avoided 3-5 hours before sleep and should be avoided before intellectual work.
If you drink yourself to sleep (e.g. after a stressful day), you should remember that alcohol is quickly metabolized, and will produce an acetaldehyde rebound effect that will greatly increase chances of waking up during the night. This effect keeps alcoholics up at nights, depriving them of REM sleep (6).

Caffeine - 90% of Americans use some form of caffeine to fight the feeling of drowsiness. Caffeine has a profound effect on the central nervous system by blocking adenosine receptors (5), which holds drowsiness at bay. Besides coffee, caffeine is found in soda as well as in chocolate and tea. It is addictive and acts, via similar channels, as amphetamines and cocaine.
As an arousal drug, caffeine may cause insomnia. Caffeine will suppress REM sleep and this is why it should never be taken 6-7 hours before sleep (caffeine's half-life is about 6 hours). Caffeine tends to drive many people into a vicious circle. You drink it, you get a boost in adrenaline, you feel more energetic, you get a boost in dopamine, you feel better, you feel you can stay up late, you sleep less, you are more sleepy on the next day. Shortly afterwards you will need more caffeine, due to down-regulation, to get the same energetic feeling and you will continue to increase the dosage.

CAN SLEEP INCREASE GROWTH HORMONE RELEASE?

Researchers at the University of Chicago found that the quality of men's sleep decreases with age along with the body's production of growth hormone. A lack of quality sleep may contribute to love handles and double chins. The drop in growth hormone, in turn, is thought to lead to flab, although the researchers did not specifically measure the effect on body composition. "We actually know that if we increase deep sleep, we can increase growth hormone," said Eve Van Cauter, a professor of medicine who led the study, published in the Journal of the American Medical Association (13).



The study was limited to healthy men, and it is unclear whether the findings apply to women. Dr. Van Cauter and her team looked at sleep studies conducted on 149 men from 1985 to 1999. They found that by the time men reach age 45; they have nearly lost the ability to fall into deep sleep, which is when men primarily produce growth hormone. In studies of the elderly, growth hormone deficiency has been connected to obesity and the loss of muscle mass. The men involved in the sleep studies were of normal weight and ranged in age from 16 to 83. Researchers found that as the men moved into middle age, from 35 to 50, their total amount of sleep remained fairly constant. The study also found that after age 50, men's total amount of sleep declined by about 27 minutes a decade, with them waking more frequently throughout the night and staying awake for longer periods of time. REM sleep, associated with dreaming, also declined after age 50 to about 50 percent of a young man's level.

RECOVERY TIME NECESSARY AFTER EXERCISE:

How long does it take for the muscles to fully recover after an exhausting workout? Fatigued muscles do a poor job of protecting their associated connective tissues, increasing the risk of damage to bones, cartilage, tendons, and ligaments. Tired muscles provide inadequate support for tendons, ligaments, and bones, increasing the risk of strains, sprains, and stress fractures.

Recently, researchers at McMaster University in Hamilton, Ontario, and the Washington University School of Medicine in St. Louis conducted a study to determine how long muscle recovery takes. In their study, six healthy young men who regularly engaged in weight training, carried out four sets each of biceps, concentration, and preacher curls (12 sets in all), with three to four minutes of rest between sets. Resistance was set at 80 percent of maximum and each set consisted of as many reps as a subject could handle.

Based on this study and a previous investigation, the scientists determined that the rate of protein synthesis in muscles stressed by a hard workout increases by about 50 per cent four hours after the rugged workout is over, while the rate of synthesis in muscles not used during training remains unchanged. This is evidence that muscles are repairing damage accrued from the workout and perhaps building new structures to make themselves stronger and more fatigue-resistant in the future.

This repair process seems to peak about 24 hours after a workout, when muscle protein synthetic rate was up by a hefty 109 per cent in the McMaster-Washington research. However, the McMaster-Washington scientists found that about 36 hours after a rough workout, the building process is pretty much over, and the muscles are back to routine housekeeping. It's important to point out that this study was carried out with experienced weight trainers; novice lifters might have required a longer recovery process. Finally, there is undoubtedly variation between athletes. For example, although the average recovery time was 36 hours in the McMaster study, some individuals might be finished recovering just 30 hours after a similar workout, while others could take 40 to 48 hours. As you can see, lots of factors can interact to determine recovery time.

Recovery time reduces injury rates by providing muscles and connective tissues the necessary amount of time to rebuild and repair themselves between workouts. You should also remember that increases in training demand increases in resting too. Anytime your training volume increases by more than 2-3 per cent, you need to make sure that you're getting more sleep and taking more time to rest during the day. Without this rest your workouts will suffer and your body will never truly recover (7). It cannot be stressed enough, especially to the natural athlete--when you feel mentally or physically tired, take the day off.

KEYS TO RECOVERY:

The following tips may help promote recovery following your workout (6):

1. If you feel tired or sluggish on a particular day, don't train, or train at a minimal level of effort. Your body is telling you that it is still in the recovery process and an intense workout at this particular time will be counterproductive. If you have planned a workout, postpone it and carry it out the following day (as long as you feel fully recovered). To get the most out of your workout, two intense workouts back to back are usually as much as you should do without crossing over into the over-trained state.

2. To increase the number of quality workouts you carry out (i.e., to avoid spending too much time recovering), try to use the 36-hour principle. For example, you could perform an intense workout Tuesday morning, another Wednesday evening, and a third intense session Friday morning, thus fitting three tough sessions into a time frame which usually accommodates just two. You could then take Saturday off and complete a long workout on Sunday.

3. To jump-start recovery, make sure you replenish yourself with ample amounts of carbohydrate shortly after your training sessions.

4. Ultimately, you are the best judge of how well you are recovering between workouts. If you look forward to each week of training and approach your quality workouts with high energy and determination, you are recovering well, perhaps too well, but it is better to recover too well than to recover poorly (recovering too well means you could probably carry out your difficult workouts sooner than you usually do). If you are feeling tired during many of your weekly workouts and your performance times are a bit off, it's quite likely that you can improve your performances not by working harder but by increasing the quality and quantity of your recovery.

SLEEP TIPS:
"Sleep is incredibly important in the training process with its contribution to recovery," said Ian King, one of the top strength coaches in the world. King, who has coached professional and Olympic athletes since 1984, believes that sleep is an area still largely ignored. "In reality, it's a full-fledged member of what I call the training triangle - eating, training, and sleeping!" King said.

The following are tips from "the King" to help get a good night's sleep (14):
· Get as many hours before midnight as you can (there's an empirical belief that an hour before midnight is worth two hours of after midnight sleep).
· Get in a pattern of sleep - when you go to bed and when you get up. When you change this pattern, irrespective of whether you actually get more sleep, it can negatively affect the impact on recovery.
· Make your room dark and noise free - that means using dark curtains and closing windows and doors (but of course maintain appropriate room temperature!) Your sleep hormone release may be better in a darker environment.
· Engage in a relaxing activity before turning the lights out - there's nothing worse than going to bed fired up or overly excited. Some find a warm bath effective; whereas I find reading a book for 10-20 minutes helps me feel drowsy.
· Once the lights are out, stay on your back until you find you are about to go to sleep and then roll to one side.
· I do support the use of sleep inducers when you're struggling to go to sleep. I have found the following effective: melatonin, ZMA, and Usana Essentials pack. I use these if I work late and have only limited hours of sleep, or if I am in a new time zone and struggling to get back to sleep. If struggling to get to sleep, I recommend melatonin or prescription sleep inducers for no more than 3 nights in a row.
· Finally, if you use an alarm clock to wake up, your first few hours of the day aren't as "good" as they would be if you were in a pattern where the body woke up naturally.
A 1995 survey conducted by Bruskin/Goldring Research for the Better Sleep Council (BSC), surveyed 1,000 adults and found that few understand the important role sleep plays in normal, daily brain functions, and many actually short-circuit their brain power by getting too little sleep.



Neurological and sleep experts concur that sleep is essential for the brain to function optimally. However, BSC's survey reveals a disturbing finding. Although the majority of those polled report that their typical weekday requires mental alertness, one in three say they don't get enough sleep. What's more, 53 percent of respondents admit their mental capabilities suffer when they lose sleep (1). CONCLUSION:
People don't respect sleep enough," says Daniel O'Hearn, a sleep disorders specialist at Johns Hopkins University. "They feel they can do more--have more time for work and family--by allowing themselves less time for sleep. But they do sleep; they sleep at work, or driving to work." The National Highway Traffic Safety Administration estimates that more than 200,000 crashes each year involve drivers falling asleep at the wheel, and that thousands of Americans die in such accidents annually (4). Getting the proper amount of sleep is essential, especially if you are physically active. Along with a balanced diet and an intense exercise program, getting the right amount of sleep may be the last ingredient to help you decrease body fat or increase muscle mass and strength. Strive for seven to eight hours of sleep a night. Finally, without the proper amount of recovery and sleep, a training program designed by Joe Weider himself will yield little or no results.

Finally, It looks like I'm rollin out

After all the snafu's I'm finally booked for tomorrows trip across the pond. It's weird for me to say this but I have actually felt guilty the past few days being stuck here when I should have been there. Oh well I guess.

So for those of you who don't have the chance to see this, there are some very vast differences between a military gym and a civilian gym. Most differences come from the funny shit you will see there. I've witnessed some crazy ass exercises in the last few yrs. With the USAF's over emphasis on PT and how fitness trumps the mission people go to such crazy lengths to get an edge. I've read of saran wrap and Preparation-H, liposuction, ex-lax etc.  The exercises are even better. I often laugh and SMH saying wtf?  Today a young sailor here in this gym was doping tricep rope push downs except the weight was too heavy so he would jump up and use his body weight to get it started.  Now I'm all for cheat reps and forced reps. In fact I think they do help break plateaus but this was ridiculous lol.  Well on to today's lift.   I lacked all motivation today, I dunno why I just could not get into it. Its funny how powerful the mind is.  Today I focused soley on shoulders and traps which are consistent weak points and often injured points for me.

Again focusing on volume and little rest.

Military Barbell Press.   135 x10 6 sets  after warm up

DB shrugs supersetted with DB lateral raises 10 reps each  60lb DB and 30lb DB respectively 5 sets total

DB front Raises supersetted  with DB reverse Fly's 25lb DB 12 reps front 8 reps back  5 sets


More DB shrugs 70lbs front and back emphasis x 6 reps 3 more sets

Rotator cuff work 20lb dbs  15 sets each exercise 5 sets.

The only thing I do not like about these lifts is with little rest between sets you blaze through this and should be out of the gym within an hour.  Now for personally I love it because I am naturally impatient and do not have the time that some folks have spending hrs in the gym. I want to be in and out.  However I need to adapt to my new location where the only thing to do is Lift and work for the next 6 months. It will be hard mentally for me to keep up in focus after 1 hr in there. I just have no idea how someone cal lift for an hr plus than do cardio. I guess I better learn.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

All Aboard the fail boat. CHOO CHOO

Boredom is not the word I can use to describe the last few days. I woke up sore as hell. I missed it hahah. Today I tackled back and tri's. Again I chose to go volume to get myself back into a routine. It so sad when the highlight of my day was proving my point that this country cannot convict a pretty girl of murder lol.  Anywho on to todays lift.

Lat Pulldowns Wide grip  120x12 130x12 140x8 continuous no stop Right to a reverse grip lat pulldown 140x6
I performed this 2 more times

Close grip Machine rows. 120 x 15 4 sets
Straight Arm Pulldowns 55 x 12      3 sets
Bodyweight Pull ups  3 sets of 5
Bent over 2 handed DB rows 55lbs each hand sets of 8  3 times

Tri's

Straight bar over hand pushdowns

100x10 110 x10 1120 x8 130x8 no rest straight to a reverse grip pull down 130x6

I performed this 4 times total

Single Overhead tricep extensions  50x12 4 sets    Underhand grips 25x15 4 sets
Cable kickbacks 30lbs x 12 4 sets


At this point my arms hurt so bad it was bordering on bad pain not good  so I called it a day right there and went to eat a big bowl of rice and orange chicken.   I certainly hope to hear something soon on my rotator Im bored off my ass here in Norfolk

Monday, July 4, 2011

Not the start I was hoping for.

As I type right now I should be in the AOR. However I am here at Norfolk NS until Thursday. Through a combo of the ticketing office ticketing me for the wrong day, to the folks who cut the orders not loading me on to the mission this has been a nightmare. SO here I sit for the next 4 days in this room waiting for the next rotator. I have not been to the gym in 3 weeks. I took some time for family, relaxing, and to heal up some nagging injuries. SO this morning I woke and went walking around this enormous base looking for a gym. It was much needed. The amount of stress on me has been unreal. To finally get back on the iron was something I had longed for. I planned on starting out using the Quantum body method. However today I followed similar principles yet took it easy to get back into the routine.  It felt great, alot of soreness was gone however so was my strength. I worked a lot of volume, with light rest. Really getting a full pump, i left 1.5 hrs later feeling refreshed. I took a walk over to the NEX here which is what I can only describe as an enormous mall. Its easily 5 times the size of our BX ( for you civilians its basically a walmart on base. 

No supplements yet, everything is packed. So I did chest and Bi's today. Again a ton of volume as the goal was just pump.

Incline Machine press 125 x 15 140x12 150x12 125x20
Flat Barbell bench 205lbs x10 4 sets
Incline DB flies  40lb X 8 for 3 sets

1  Giant set of High middle and Low cable flies 15 reps each

Bi's
Easy Bar curl 50lbs x 15 6 sets
dual hammer curl with Db's 45x8 4 sets
Machine curls single hand 30lbs x 12 3 sets each side

Great volume and great blood flow. Went for a 2 mile walk afterwards the weather is pretty nice here and its weird not seeing palm trees everywhere.  Gonna hit the books and do some homework. Will take beginning pictures of progress when I finally land this week.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

The begining

I don't know much about this blog stuff, however, I wanted to start one as I venture off to Al Udeid, Qatar for 6 months. This blog will be my training blog, I hope to accomplish some new goals on the fitness aspect. Age has caught up to me and some health issues in recent months have made training like I used to difficult. With new found knowledge and research I'm hoping the next 6 months will result in a transformation not seen since my early 20's.  Without the distractions of kids, house, daycare, family and the hustle and bustle of daily life i hope to take advantage of the time away and make it positive. Instead of counting down the days til I return I hope to mark the progress I so much need.

I absolutely hate the fact that I have drifted so far off course. Work, school, family and job training have taken up all my time leaving what little time left for the gym to become something of going through the motions. I look like hell, I've gained body fat, I've lost strength, I've lost desire to train and the once obsession that I had with the iron has now been viewed as a chore. Physical and mental exhaustion has taken hold and maybe the timing is right on this " deployment". I have 2 classes left until graduation than its right into my Masters. So that is still on my plate, however with just work and school it will be like the old days when I was younger.

I will be going into this full tilt. Even though my goals are not what they once were, I am hoping for a total body transformation. I want to run further faster. I'm not so much focused on the heavy numbers as I once was, because frankly I just cant do it. My joints hurt, and this tired body just can't deadlift 500lbs or Bench press 350 anymore. I'm hoping for a overall more conditioned streamlined look. minus 10lbs.  I'll add photos, training days, supplementation, diet and all those other fun thoughts and rants. I doubt anyone will read, but it's nice to come back and read this after 6 months hoping that I have seen some change.